SHOULD I DIE NOW OR LATER

One thing you are going to miss is freedom, now you're even about to freely make a choice, you won't know that it's only human among all creatures that can be free to do, be whatever they want until you die.
The reason why you should stay alive is not just because of the fear of the popular story of anyone who commit suicide will automatically go to hell, you should stay because you are afraid of the unknown, your unfamiliarity with the land of the death.
Personally I believe the land of the dead is tougher than the living's, that is if there is one land of the dead, but if it eventually happened that there is something else, either paradise or hell, you would still have to start from the scratch.
The whole universe, the creator and creatures were naturally existing to work, work is the only thing everything has in common, so nobody helps any bagger get what they can get for themself on earth and elsewhere.
So do all, plant all and achieve all your credentials here, no one knows what you might need over there, anything that will make you survive and successful is good business, everything has good and bad effects so don't let anything limit you, let your story activate the fearless you.
Where they wouldn't listen, sing.
Where they wouldn't look you, dance.
Where they wouldn't agree, cause trouble.
Make all your mistakes, no body would make them for you, stay here let's fight it all along, everything is nonsense, including your pastor and this guy talking to you right now, the only thing that make sense is God and he lives in you, he that is in you is greater than the world.

Ixc Aladeogo